Short-comments from my proper delusions.
Revised edition 1 by extraction.

The following comments, extracted from the comments written in Japanese at 1998 year, were issued from Justnet. And, this time, it, translated to English, was issued from Nifty. January, 2004. This was rewritten a little in April 21, 2004. This was revised in April, 2005.


12th August, 1998.

Symphony No.5 by Mahler at twilight. Olden gods and goddesses come out of the slits of the only God.

11 July, 1998.

Nietzsche said "God died". And, he also stated the thing like the next meaning. "The having the fear against the unsuitable judgement means the abandonment of living. So, finally it is nothing else but to be the denying of living.". According to my memory, it was like that probably. Anyhow, Nietzsche, leading the dissipated life in the unsuitable judgement like that, died in the syphilis at last. And, his superman, giving the terrible mad man the birth, led this world to the horrible confusion.

Certainly, god was dying in those days. And, such situation isn't changing at all even now. However, it is impossible that God dies. Even if god is caught to the incurable disease, it seems one able to take the place of god is nowhere. His superman is only the created changeable phantom by his madness.


The spiritual world hasn't the time. So, the changeable existence isn't suitable for spiritual world. His superman can't take the place of God. Moreover, the place able to live of such superman also is nowhere at least in this world. Really, his superman is the monster born out of unsuitable judgement. Nietzsche, making soul subordinate to the body, only made soul degenerate.

The material mind seen today must have been created because of such influence. Or, rather would it be better to say that the degeneration like that was caused because of Nietzsche's bigoted thought of superman, because of cynical Marx's materialistic viewpoint of history and also because of the logic of civilization ? It must be because the right recognition to the close relationship of the cognition-subject and the object, that is, the right recognition to the relationship of the mind and phenomenon was lost. Really now, we have to take back a soul at once. We should break our soul out of the detestable chains of physical world. And, we should know in the obedient mind what are good things or are bad thing. In other words, it is that the individuals as the cognition-subject cure the God's disease.

Therefore, the universe would need to be closed for God. While we hope that the physics and mathematics demonstrate of the thing, let's pray for God. When the universe converges safely, it is that God's disease also is cured. The phenomenon is vacancy immediately. And, vacancy also is a phenomenon immediately. In that reason, one has to respect oneself anywhere and anytime because it is the only definite existence. In other words, the cognition-subject always would have to be in such mental condition. Needless to say, it isn't meaning that it ignores the others' dignity.




20th July, 1998.

Europe in nine-teenth Century was dyed by the pure capitalism. And, the poor people, continuing to increase, filled the streets rapidly. So, the circumstances like that gave the birth to the unnatural system called the communistic one-party rule. However, it seems it is certain that it rescued the people suffering with the harm of capitalism directly and indirectly. Rather, in this case, it would be better to say the indirect effect influenced the society more much.
However, since the logic for the system like that was too unnatural, it already collapsed because of the logical contradiction against the logic of civilization. And, the logic to take the place of that logic originally born for the weak doesn't appear even now.

The logic for community seen at present are only the logic born of the strong and born of civilization. Would the strong be the creature unable to understand the pain and sorrow of the weak ? The violence seen in the streets and the indiscreet terrorism are the desperate expression given off from the weak. Of course, it can't allow the violence and the terrorism. However, why doesn't the strong understand the true intention of the expression like that ?

Unfortunately, the believers of God or of Buddha or other don't try to think of the thing at all if it is the strong. How would Christ and Buddha and so on, looking at their behavior, be thinking of the thing ? Or, would it have to say there aren't the mind of affection and the mind of sympathy into the strong ? Or else, would the strong be thinking that such affection and so on for the heathen, the heretic and the weak aren't necessary ?

It doesn't seem it is proper the people thinking like that be called a human being. If so, for what do they pray in the chapel or the temple or the shrine or other ? At any rate, it doesn't seem they are rescued if it keeps trampling on the persons in the logic of the strong indiscreetly. Though the strong hates the terrorism hard, it is that it doesn't try to understand the pain and sorrow of the weak at all. If the strong keep behaving against the weak with one's logic, it will be shot by god's thunder surely.

Of course, the thing is applied not only against a person but also against the nation. And, as for such persons or nation, since the mind dies soon, only physical shape will be left probably.

However, this god's thunder never be the fake divine punishment carried out by persons.

The strong always have the weak points as if it is inherent. That is, there always is the possibility the strong become the weak. It is that the god, that is, cognition-subject makes that possibility materialize as the phenomenon, shooting the volition of cognition to the certain undulation of future. By any chance, the strong may regard that god as the devil. However, it is the terrible selfish opinion. In spite of that, they dare to regard that god as the devil. It would be because the strong is the enemy for the affection. At any rate, it is certain the devil like that give the merciless strong the curse.



10th July, 1998.

I am hearing Astor Piazzolla now. Sensitive melody from the fine technique for the musical performance soak into my mind ceaselessly. And, it makes my mind resonate to the sound, before noticing. If the human being can become only mind, and if the material world is erased, by any chance, it may be possible the human being keeps the clean mind. The mental harmonization to a music is nothing else but to be the resonating to others' mind. It is because the human being originally knows the others' pleasure and sorrow, and the others' agony and pain. The soul must have been formed from the affection originally.

However, once the music stops, the person is caught to the real world at once. A iron rule of the material world obstructs the harmonization like that and resonance like that. And, it makes the person surrender to one's logic.

If the person refuse the thing, he must go away from this world. Moreover, it must give up trying to come back to this world, getting out of one's flesh. If so, rather it may be better to lose soul. It is because it seems that it doesn't feel the pain or other if it does like that. Even if a person gives others the harm, or even if a person makes the society fall into the confusion, it is for the survival of oneself. If so, it may not need to worry about one's behavior like that for the others. It is that it, flattering to the useful persons for oneself and oppressing the obstructive persons, lives, obeying one's desire. If it can think like that really and if it can do actually like that, it would be able to enjoy the easy life probably. However, for me, it wouldn't be good idea probably. Well, but, it doesn't know whether the adopting my conclusion is really good or not for you.



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