This was written in Japanese language at January 23 2000, and appeared in Justnet at first. Then, It was translated to English at April 2001. And, it again appeared in the Nifty in November, 2003. Moreover, it was rewritten a little in April 9, 2004 and in April, 2005. But, since it doesn't know English so well, it isn't clear whether this expression is proper.
Endless longing.
The shining sunlight, the bright green buds opening rapidly, the rolling blue sea, and the risen clouds. But, I, shut to the darkness, only yearn for them with the gray depression.
			The endless wilderness, the running dappled hourse, the bright blue sky, and the flying birds. But, I, tied to the chain, only yearn for them, holding the dyed anger with the dim jealousy.
	The murmuring stream, the sighing flowers, the fount of living things, the plump sweet fruit. But, I am the lump of the ice. I, knowing nothing to do, only yearn for them with the darkish blue and the sorrow.
	If the times give me the power, it will cut off the twining chain, breaking the detestable darkness with my hands. Thereupon, sunlight falls like the shining rains to whole of my body ceaselessly. I will run the beautiful ground, ripping the fresh wind comfortably as if it is the wild hourse. When I view the far sight, vast sand hills appear across the wilderness, floating out of the mysterious haze.
			My heart will beat fast because of the sound of wave and the smell of sea. This world, that never be the obstacle any more !
I, getting out from my body fearlessly, will fly toward the gently-sloping sand hills covered with the velvety wind patterns. Across the sand hills, vast sea reflects the shining sunlight, making the ceaseless wave undulate invitingly.
			Sea breeze will make my mind pant madly, carrying the odour of the seawater. I order me to fly to the seaside now at once ! And, throw my cursed icicle into wavy sea !
The Mother Sea will receive me at once as if it holds the child in her arms. And, it will melt my mind changed to the ice, leading me to the warm current tenderly.
	Alas, my unfinished dreams ! If allowed, untie me from the detestable curse at once !
Cotosiro