================================================================== The possibility world as the mental meaning. The revised edition. From The myth of the shade. ==================================================================
		This first was translated from Japanese edition(1997 year) at December, 2000. And, This was translated from the revised edition in Jun. 25, 2012. Hiromasa Noguti.
	When a person feels suddenly that something is wrong with one's life, looks back at one's own past before noticing, it is caught to inexpressible uneasiness as a time. And, as a time he is tormented with a feeling of tiredness and with a sense of alienation. He would be bewildered because of one's unexpected mind like that. Probably it would be that he was caught to the doubt about what is one's identity. Anyhow, that is the unexpected mental movement for him. So, he starts to think how to do, wanting to escape out of the unstable mental situation like that. But, he can't get good idea probably. If so, it seems that the good means to improve the situation like that is the listening to the others' opinions. But, some person doesn't try to do so. Rather it keeps on thinking secretly by oneself with turning one's back to the others' opinions and knowledge. But, that only is rounding the circuit of one's narrow logic. So, he can't arrive at the proper answer. The soul he has starts to shrink rapidly or slowly because it is hard to improve one's logic. Needless to say, it is possible to live somehow if his mental condition doesn't become worse than that. But, if it considers my experience, the persons falling into the situation it escapes into one's shell aren't so rare, in that case. To tell the truth, I once had fallen into the situation like that. Before noticing, I was running on the circuit of one's narrow logic. And, I often misunderstood me to have found out the right answer. Furthermore that was same answer strangely whenever I think it found the answer. So, my unconsciousness had known the conclusion I found out is false. But, whenever my unconsciousness gives off the voice of truth, I always ignored that voice. It is because I ordered oneself to believe my logic is right. I couldn't go out from circuit of my narrow logic. So, I roamed the barren circuit like that for long. And it already was a shut soul not knowing the direction it should go. In spite of that, it kept on walking the uncanny mental labyrinth to find out a right answer furthermore. And, it had been led to the chaotic dark before noticing. That is the dark filled with various curse. He blindly roamed that dark, not knowing where to go. And, when noticing, he had been led to the enigmatic world. It is that that world led him to regard one's self as the other. That really is the uncanny unreasonable world different from this world. The monstrous beings or the demons like a god appeared in front of his eyes one after another and often tried to tempt him to do the evils, justifying the evil. And, they showed him the horrific future, saying "Look at this as your future". If you fall into the situation like this, you would feel a inexpressible fear as I once were like that. But the persons who try to do the evils because of the demon's temptation like that aren't so rare. However, As for many of people, it forgets the experience like that soon with regarding the things like that as dream or phantom when coming to oneself. And it doesn't even try to recall the experience like that. It probably would be because it is hard to accept the illogical world which may destroy the causation.
				Certainly we know the fact that the things we experienced until now exist as the memory. And our recognition like that makes us recognize the memory like that as reality, and makes us deny the experience different from reality the memory like that shows. It would be because it thinks the experience in a dream or a phantom hasn't the logical relationship with reality. But who can assert that the memory of reality isn't a dream or phantom? I once looked for the evidence able to assert like that. But, it at last couldn't find out the evidence like that. I couldn't know the obvious answer about whether my memory of reality is reality actually.
	It needs the other person's memory and book, and so on, that is, others' memory if it tries to verify whether one's memory is exact or not. In other words, in that case, one's own memory has to be confirmed with being compared with the memory the other has. If not, no one can know whether the memory in question is exact or not. And, besides that, it couldn't find out the means to examine whether the memory in question is exact or not. However, the other memory as the object to compare like that also can't be accepted unconditionally. Furthermore that memory also has to be examined by another memory, to be accepted. And, this process has to be continued everlastingly if it wants complete answer. In other words, the complete evidence showing that the memory is right is nowhere. If so, it also can't assert that the memory always is certain and doesn't waver. By any chance, it may not be strange even if it thinks the memory often changes. But, in this case, it would be impossible that the said person notice the change of memory like that. However, it doesn't explain that reason here, because that is stated in the other pages. iReference ; The wavering reality@Fractal Anyhow, the verification of whether one's own memory is right or not only relies on the logical consistency in between the said memory and the others' memory. And besides that, the means for verification of the memory are nowhere. In other words, as it stated before, it is impossible to prove completely the memory is right. Wouldn't the cause we decided the memory is certain be the mere faith in the memory? Or, rather it may be better to say it is blind faith. If so, as it thought before, it is possible to imagine that the memory wavers and changes easily because of the cause of something. And If the memory really changes like that, by any chance, the world able to always see the gods and the demons may be real existence. Needless to say, I know many of people would laugh at this utterance. But, the ridicule like that may come from the terrible misunderstanding the people have about this world. It is because it can't assert that the world is moved by only the logical relationship and causation. At least I think it is impossible to understand this world, if they ignore the existence unable to verify. However, it here refrains from stating about the existence unable to verify. It is because some conditions necessary to understand the existence like that still aren't becoming complete. So, it thinks to only state the relationship in between the memory and the fact simply. Thereupon, let us suppose that the memory decides reality which is continuing until the present from the past. In other words, it makes converse the general recognition about the relationship in between the memory and reality. And, let us remake the logical relationship in between the memory and reality, based on the converse recognition like that. Needless to say, the premise for this supposition is my opinion saying that the complete verification of the memory is impossible. This may be reckless try. But, it is hard to know the secret of reality and memory if it is caught to common sense. Let's take a step forward with courage, to get the deep truth.
	Now, if it thinks about reality under the above supposition, it has to think reality also often wavers. It is the natural conclusion because it is that it decided the premise of reality is the memory to be supposed to be often wavering. In other words, it can't assert that reality is the fixed fact. But, to all appearances, this doesn't seem to be believable thing. However, it couldn't find out the evidence able to deny this reasoning though not knowing why. Even if it makes converse the relationship in between the memory and reality, it is that this relationship doesn't include contradiction strangely. At least it was certain there isn't the contradiction about the logical relationship.
	Then, if it observes one's experience by the general method, there is a case a person, as a time sees the future. And, the thing suggests there is possibility his memory exists before reality. Furthermore, it suggests the individuals each have each characteristic world different from each. In other words, the true world seemed to be the set of countless possibility worlds existing as real existence. It is because the future it saw in the dream didn't often become reality if it considers one's experience. Probably reality is the memory of only one real world having the consistency for him. In other words, even if the memory all people in the world share are same as you, that memory is only the memory the people in your world share. Therefore, it can't assert that the others' memory in the other's world is same as the memory others in your world share. So, at least at that time, it seemed that the things to be supposed to be exchanged between my world and your world are nowhere. As it stated before, the premise of the wavering reality was the wavering memory. It was because it seemed that the cause of wavering reality is nothing else but to be the wavering memory which is to exist before than reality. But even if it is so, why would the memory itself waver how? If your world is based on your memory, it can't but think that the factor to cause the memory to waver is in others' world. And if so, since it has to think that your world is connecting with the others' world by something, it is supposed there is the real existence not restricted by the space-time's logic. But even if it is so, would what kind of thing be something not restricted by the space-time's logic? It is hard to find out that at once. But, it is possible to imagine that the unknown real existence like that is maintaining the memory having the consistency, called reality, with tying each world. By any chance, something like that may be Idea world thought by the ancient Greek. If so, would reality be the reflection of the ideal and pure concepts to be supposed to be in Idea world? Or else, something in question may be blind will lurking to the world there isn't cognition. If so, would it be that reality is only the result that blind will like that went mad ? If not, would it be that the fight between God and Satan decides our reality? However, those all weren't the answer able to approve. It is because those answers lack the Creator, that is, self-existence who as cognition-subject, has the memory as the premise of reality.
			If one's self is nowhere, since the memory to be supposed to create the space-time also can't exist, the reasoning tried until now loses the footing. Therefore, it has to think that one's self is necessary absolutely as the real existence and as the origin of all, before it thinks logically. And if so, the unknown real existence I look for may be one's self. But, the unknown real existence like that it looks for, still was in the black box on my reasoning. Thereupon, it advances the reasoning furthermore, with keeping in my mind the unknown not restricted by the space-time's logic.
	Anyhow, there can be the possibility the possibility that the unknown in question makes someone's memory waver changes his real world he recognizes. And in that case, it is certain that he can't notice the thing. Needless to say, since it isn't that it changes because of the factor which occurs in the inside of the space-time, it rather may be better to say that the cognition-person's memory or soul creates new world because of the unknown's influence. And, If really so, it can't assert that the former world is erased because of the thing. There still is possibility the former world exists as possibility world. However, it is impossible to know the thing as it stated before. We only can be in the mathematical speck called present, at the multi-dimensional world called space-time. And reality we recognize is only the whole of the vague memory unable to be proved in principle. In other words, reality is only the mere memory. The obvious thing for us is only that reality is in the state memorized by us. And, as it stated before, it couldn't find out the evidence that the memory we recognize as reality doesn't waver absolutely. It is it is hard anymore to solve this problem, with relying on the memory, that is, the natural observation. However, after the series of the reasoning, it narrowly became possible to imagine the true character of the unknown giving us the influence, who is not restricted by the space-time's logic. It is that it could imagine that the true character of the unknown making the memory waver is the Feeling Image which is to be a kind of a soul at that time. In passing, this Feeling Image is the spiritual chaos, is the set of countless images giving off the power unable to recognize. So, the space-time and the ego are first given the birth when the Feeling Image like that wants one's cognition. And, since that time, that ego is restricted about one's behavior and cognition by the space-time's logic, becoming a part of the space-time. So, his memory gets restricted to reality supposed to be recognized as definite memory because of the thing. And, his memory of the future and his memory of the other's world all are hidden from his consciousness. It is because the memory of the future and the memory of the other's world may destroy the causation of the world he is in. If the memory he has doesn't reflect the past of the space-time he belongs to, the said space-time would collapse at once. And, he also would lose all recognition. In that reason, it seems that the Feeling Image decides reality, that is, the past as the ego's memory, as the logical conclusion the ego should see. Needless to say, the Feeling Image is one, is countless, and in spite of the set of countless chaotic images, isn't so. In other words, no one can count that. Therefore, it is unnatural to think that the Feeling Image creates nothing besides create one space-time. Rather it would be better to suppose that it is creating countless space-time.
			It thinks that probably is the reason why even the fixed memory as reality decided by the creation of the space-time wavers as a time. When the soul to maintain the ego wavers a moment, his memory also wavers as well. Needless to say, it would be rare that he is thrown out of his space-time because of the thing. However, the strange memory of the future he saw fragmentarily or of others' world is the very rare phenomenon caused by the wavering memory like that. But, the memory like that never be the phantom which should be ignored. It is because the memory like that suggests the possibility he may recognize as reality. A soul to maintain ego shows the warning like that as a time.
	However, why would it be possible that the Feeling Image which creates one space-time influences the others' world? Apparently it seems to be impossible that the phenomenon like that occurs if the Feeling Image creates the space-time with one's logic. It is because the others' space-time seems to collapse with causing the logical contradiction if it dares to try to influence the others' space-time with one's logic. In spite of that, it is possible to suppose the Feeling Image like that influences the causation of the space-time through the said cognition-person as the soul characteristic in the said cognition-person. And, if it considers my reasoning, the existence called the space-time is only the logical result from the Feeling Image. In other words, it seems there are several courses able to arrive at the present reality, besides the course chosen actually. There is strong possibility the thing make the Feeling Image's influencing others' space-time possible. Rather it would be better to say this conjecture is proper. When that possibility materializes, the Feeling Image influences the others' worlds the memory the others have creates and makes others' now world appear with changing the others' memory. And the "Feeling Image" like that appearing through one ego also is supposed to change with influenced from the others' world. So, the thing would create the said ego's new world characteristic in the changed Feeling Image. This process continues everlastingly probably. The creation of the countless space-time and the change of the Feeling Image are supposed to continue everlastingly. Therefore, to tell the truth, it is supposed that the Feeling Images like that always are connected with the big Feeling Image supposed to be the footing of those. But, it rather may be better to say that those are forming the chaotic illogical existence called the Feeling image.
	The Feeling Image itself isn't in the space-time. And, no one can distinguish and count those. In other words, the set of the Feeling Image is same as its part. So, it can't but express that the set of the set like that also is the Feeling Image. If it dares to express that aspect with visual image, it may be that it should express that is the chaotic set of cognition-subject and Feeling Images. However, when the Feeling Image like that creates the space-time, the distinction between the cognition-subject and the images like that becomes clear like the bubbles. So, they appear, with showing the characteristic feature in each clearly. In other words, it is that the real existence distinguished like that from the others is me, is god, and is demon or other. In that reason, the demon is born out of the god, and the god is born out of the demon. Look at that! Various bubbles are rising from the Feeling Image now! One space-time was formed again.
 
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