Short-comments from my proper delusions.
	This was written in 1998 in Japanese at first. Then, this English edition was renewed in October 21, 2000 in Justnet, was transferred to Nifty in 2003. This again was rewritten in October, 2006.
	July 9, 1998. I am one seed having been sown to the muddy bog. And, once it intended to blossom as one pure lotus. However, when, how would it have made a mistake ?
		In spite of the try like that, I started to give off the uncanny visions, changing to the suspicious poisonous herb before noticing. The visions begin to materialize as the evil facts soon, permeating every corner of streets soundlessly. However, would the visions I give off be shown, going ahead of the reality really ? Or, would I only have been caught to illusion my visions materialize necessarily ? As a matter of fact, no one can know the thing.
	If so, by any chance, the relationship between those visions and reality may not be the causation. Anyhow, it would be better to say that all reality are the suggestive expression gods or demons intend, as a time are shown in a vision like that, that is, a previous notice. Probably, the gods like that or also the demons are the spiritual world itself staring at this world through my eyes.
			And, if so, the mysterious words I give off must be the expression about something the spiritual world intends. With no relation with my intent, the vicious world the soul perceives will be filled with horrible expression.
Then, as for the good world, it will keep on existing safely, as it is so.
The proper delusions make the universe. Therefore, my THINKING WORLD makes the universe surely. Really it is truth.
New delusion The relationship between the sin and the violent change. My brain withered in this August. (What kind of thing is ghost ?) No one knows the suspicious forest.  My glazed brain from this spring.
Old delusionRevised edition 1 by extraction.  Revised edition 2 by extraction.
 
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