"Behind this world."  7. Satan's intrigue. This first was written in Japanese language in 2004 year. And it was revised in December, 2012. So, this time, it was translated into English again with a little detailed contents than Japanese edition. February 1, 2013. Noguti Hiromasa.						 8. The mystery about recognition.
	December 7, 2000: I came to want to know his mind increasingly as it thinks about Katsuo. So, it again is examining his discoveries and opinion which were described to his homepages. Fortunately his homepages still can be seen because it still isn't erased. So, this private work of mine advances smoothly at the moment. And, it rediscovered his several descriptions like prophecy, and the recognition characteristic to him. Rather it may be better to say that it discovered those newly. During his lifetime, I had read those almost in perfunctory manner. Because of that, it can't say that my understanding about those writings have been so deep. So, I narrowly can only recollect a part of the understandings like that now. Furthermore as for the descriptions like prophecy, it almost had been forgotten because it had thought it is the delusion. However, when it now tentatively compares the descriptions like that with the past big incidents, it can confirm that many descriptions accord with those incidents. Apparently, it seems that many of those aren't the delusion. I was obliged to rethink about his prophecy. 1: Katsuo's world By any chance, would it be that he saw the spiritual world, turning the window called consciousness to that? If his descriptions like that are truth, it has to think that things impossible to understand in the common sense occur really. And, I'm about to accept those descriptions as truth now. However, at the same time, I'm caught to also the impulse to deny the descriptions like that as a time. It is because to tell the truth, it on the other hand, wants to regard his prophecy according with the fact as the product of coincidence. Or else, it may be that his prophecy according with the fact was only brought by his strict scientific thinking. If so, it can spend quiet days without strange anxiousness. So, I'm now wavering on how to do the conclusion. Although it can't sink myself into the thought for so long anymore, it needs to think as for that carefully, as it thought before. If our consciousness acts as the window when we look at the spiritual world as he said before, it can think that it can know not only present world but also the past world and the future world through the spiritual world. So, wouldn't it be that he could see not only others' mind but also the past world and future world? Since it seems that the spiritual world hasn't space-time probably, this was the natural conclusion. In other words, if the method like that about perception is possible, it is that it can get the perception without being restricted by space-time. Needless to say, this is different from the case that a person, with looking at one phenomenon, understand that phenomenon at the extent of his ability. It rather resembles very much the cases that we get the information from books or other. In other words, it is it resembles the case that a person, with understanding the writer's thought on one phenomenon the writer saw, understands that phenomenon.
			Therefore, even if it tries to know about the future world through the spiritual world, it is impossible to see directly the future world. This persistently means that a person recognizes those worlds through the consciousness of other person living in the past world or the future world. And, it shouldn't forget that the world it sees with method like that is the world the other person recognizes. In that reason, it causes one trouble. That is, there is possibility that it can get nothing else but the trifling recognition in the case the other person chosen for Katsuo's perception in the future world has the poor perception ability. But, in the case of Katsuo, it doesn't know whether there were the cases like that really. Anyhow, it is possible to think that he saw the future world with the method like that really. So, I kept on probing in turn his fundamental viewpoint and logic furthermore. And It could know that he was trying to explain the relationship between the cognition-subject and object and also the relationship between one phenomenon and one concept. Then, it seems that he thought that the relationship between a phenomenon and a concept is based on the relationship between cognition-subject and object.
	Furthermore, he also was explaining the relationship between an information and its media, and also the relationship between that relationship and the evolution of information - the memory - which includes evolution of creature. And all relationship like that is based on the existence of will to want perception. Then, the spiritual world and material world are appearance of the relationship in between the cognition-subject and object, and are being tied with the information called undulation. Probably he was thinking like that. In other words, if it follows his thought, the mental world, material world, and the information making each mind be connected aren't existence different from each. It is those are only conceptualized by the relationship in between the cognition-subject and object. Therefore, the argument between spiritualism and materialism has no meaning for him. And, the possibility world was supposed as the logical result which is from his regarding the relationships like that as important. The possibility world is the undulation world. And, Although it isn't in reality, it is real existence, and acts as material existence. Needless to say, the undulation is the information which doesn't finish arriving at the existence which should be called cognition-subject. Therefore, as for the information like that, it has to be supposed there is possibility that it is changed with the extent of certain probability. Then, it is natural that the undulation becomes the particle at the moment it arrived at the existence who is as cognition-subject. In other words not until the mathematical speck to be as cognition-subject accepts the undulation as the information, the undulation comes to be in reality, becoming the particle. And, it is perceived as the certain existence. Katsuo said before "the material phenomenons all are information". And it seems that he was thinking that this concept about information can be used for all phenomenon. Until the information is accepted, it is impossible to know the contents of its information. Then, it is supposed there are the case that its contents are changed, the case impossible to accept, or other. And if so, the possibility world is mixed into so-called reality people think generally. In other words, the things someone wants to be reality, and also the things someone regards as reality with analogy from the thing he saw invade into so-called reality. Probably he was thinking like that.
	However, it is nearly miraculous that Katsuo finished explaining one's opinion this logically if it considers his university's record. So, I recalled he said before "My thought all were the gift from my god" with tone like a joke. However, when it thinks about his works now, it feels that he said so from the heart. Would he have been given the epiphany from the god, really? Although it may be my illusion, it can't assert it is the illusion somehow or other. For cognition-person, the world is the subjective world finally, is not objective world. Once someone understood one objective recognition, accepted it into his worldview, that objective recognition becomes subjective recognition. If it thinks his logic is proper, it has to say so. And, as a matter of fact, I feel his opinion based on his logic had been constructed considerably strictly. When it thinks about the existence of god or Satan, somehow it seems that the reason the atheist, the materialist deny the existence of the god or Satan is weak. Needless to say, the god or Satan isn't the material existence. However, it is impossible to say that the not material existence is nowhere. And if someone thinks under the proper consideration from the heart the god exists, it seems that logical consistency is in the state kept among the existence of the god, his worldview and the objective recognition. If so, it has to say that the god or Satan exists at least in his world.
	As it thought before, would he have been given the epiphany from the god really? So, would it be that he saw the past or future world and found out the truth, with following the epiphany? Anyhow, it is certain that he knew that the recognition without consistency is only the mere delusion, because I remember he said so before. However, when I think about his thought from one's viewpoint, my recognition about his thought has to stay in the extent that his words may be truth. It is because for me, the god exists in the possibility world, not this world persistently. And, at the moment, as for the god, it is in the possibility world everlastingly for me. It was because I never have received epiphany from the god. According to him, the god or Satan isn't not only one but also much existence, in spite of being not countless. Needless to say, since this utterance includes the logical contradiction if it is seen from common sense, it needs to pay attention. However, he says "Not until the god or Satan, causing a phenomenon of something, is recognized by someone, the god or Satan is distinguished from the others, becoming the existence it can count.". Needless to say, this always doesn't mean that the god or Satan is recognized as only one existence. For example, it is because no one can know whether same god caused a phenomenon X and a phenomenon Z. In other words, it can't but say it is decided by each belief. Rather it seems that it isn't proper to bring objectivity into this problem. So, it would be that the god appears in front of no one besides the true believers. Reference :  Waving reality.   Fractal. 2: If not, Satan will appear surely. Katsuo says as follows. "Since the window called the consciousness we have can be turned to the spiritual world, each mind can be connected through the spiritual world". This was stated as real experience. If this talk isn't the product of the delusion, it is possible that his god and Satan comes into my world. If it thinks with his logic, it is natural that the conclusion like that comes out. But, I got horrified at this conclusion, stopped thinking for a moment. However it doesn't seem that it finishes denying this conclusion somehow or other. Would it be I had been drawn into his world? However a person who should feel responsibility about the god or Satan invading like that was myself, not him probably, even if this is so really. If his logic is proper, my world also is supposed to have the mental mainstay, for example, my god or other as Katsuo's world has his god. However, I never had noticed the mental mainstay like that. It is my subjective world had not had the definite core. Therefore, my subjective world had not had logical consistency so. In other words, my subjective world tended to sink into the objective world.
			So, it may be that I got drawn into his world easily. It is because objectivity is the only means to connect all subjective recognition. Needless to say, if it says strictly, the sharing in the objective understanding is different from the sharing in same recognition. However, a person having one's vague world tends to have the illusion that the sharing the objective recognition is same as the sharing the same recognition, if he thinks only the objective recognition is important. However, when I started this work, I still wasn't aware of the thing. The things I first took an interest in were the recognition and uneasiness characteristic to Katsuo. And, it seems that it could know as for his recognition for the moment. However although it seems that the uneasiness characteristic to Katsuo is based on the primitive uneasiness of being shut in the dark with losing affection of the mother, there still is the part unable to grasp clearly. Anyhow, it was certain that the uneasiness in question made the wall obstructing him more strong than before. So, it may be that in the beginning, he came to regard the wall in question as Satan when he fell into the madness.
	So, Satan existing in possibility world was called into his world. In other words, Satan at that time became the object to recognize for Katsuo. And once Katsuo recognized Satan, Satan came to exist to reality for him. In other words, it is that the possibility Katsuo and Satan each send one's information to each occurred in this world. In that result, Katsuo could get the information about Satan in this world. In other words, it seems that Satan's intrigue came to get known by him like that besides the getting the information from the future world probably. Anyhow, the contents of the letter in question must have been the fact at least for him. By any chance, since Satan had known he will know the secret of Satan under the situation like that, it may be that he came to meet with Satan's various obstructions, and was shut into the hospital at last. I'm now strongly being caught to the image like that. However, if this image is close to the truth, it may be better to say that the thing Katsuo grasped rather was the secret of this world than the secret of Satan. But it seems that he hadn't thought that it grasped that completely. So, it may be that he felt "Satan is obstructing me perceiving the secret of this world". Anyhow, it seems that he couldn't get satisfied with one's understanding about the world. As it thought before, it seems that the ex-existence of Satan Katsuo recognizes is the wall in question probably. However for Katsuo, Satan is nothing else but to be Satan. Satan was the real existence in his world persistently. Would his Satan invade into my world really? I now started to feel uneasy. Anyhow it seems that the thing I now should do is giving my world the more exact logical consistency than now. I must not be drawn into his world. If not, Katsuo's Satan appear in front of me necessarily. I had started to think like that. However, why did Katsuo select the world like that? Or else, is it that he couldn't but select it? Although it doesn't know the thing well, it is certain that his whole life was nothing else but to think how to understand the world. It seems that its causes were his passive nature and poor manner of contacting others. And probably behind those causes, there was the wall in question to be symbolized in Satan. Or, conversely it may be that these causes called Satan into this world. Although I can't judge which guess is proper, it would be certain that the thing his mind was hurt terribly by the trouble of the parents and by the having resigned the company was related to Satan's appearance. Since then, it seems that he have shut one's worldly desires to the bottom of the heart. And, instead, he probably concentrated on cultivating one's mind, trying to understand the world more deeply. I don't know whether he was conscious of one's mind like that. But, it probably would be certain that he tried to keep one's identity. "I always have to be myself". It seems that his unconsciousness ordered him like that. And he probably believed that the work to keep one's identity will be accomplished with knowing oneself and watching the world rightly. So, it seems there wasn't that he forgets during life thing that one's self is cognition-subject.
	However, in reality, his try was obstructed by the various incidents and accidents, others' contempt and lack of understanding, and by his poor ability of expression, by his worldly desire, and by the aging, the poverty and the various works necessary for the life. Especially the poverty gives him not only physical pain but also the mental pain for long with bringing the contempt, loneliness, or other. And the fear his idea is stolen by someone always troubled him though he talked about the thing his software was stolen. He kept on doing one's work under the environment like that. It may have been natural that his work doesn't advance smoothly. However the time passes cruelly, whether it likes or not. And, the poverty makes the aging accelerate. Then, the accelerating aging wrested his various ability before he notices. That cognition-person loses the perception and that it loses the proper understanding are equal with death. Rather it should be said it is death itself. He must have been fighting with the death like that. Since I'm the same age as him, it can understand the thing well.
	However, he had the understanding different from me about the obstacles to one's perception and proper understanding. It is that he didn't think that the obstacles like that are the certain persons and mere natural phenomenon simply. He understood it to be the product of Satan's intrigue. That is related to the thing he understood a person's soul to be the god itself. "The god doesn't do evil. In spite of that, why does a person do the evil? It must be because Satan tempts him or her to do so.". It seems that he thought like that. Or else, it may be that it thought "I should understand like that". Anyhow, in the meaning like that, his enemy was nothing else but to be Satan. "So, Satan knowing my thought like that is trying to obstruct me!". That was his firm belief anymore. Since then, it would be that he came to fight with Satan. It can guess the thing at once if it considers the situation that he kept on thinking as if it was possessed to something, and kept on writing while being troubled because of the poverty. That also was the confrontation with the loneliness like ice only he knows. And it also may have been the confrontation with the hopelessness. The uneasiness he felt first was the thing his perception be obstructed. Old days, that was symbolized in the wall he felt between him and the outside world. However, it seems that it also was the uneasiness of the collapse of the world at the same time. Would he have felt the sign of collapse like that, seeing the future world through the spiritual world? Anyhow, it was certain that his vision of the collapse of the world also is the logical conclusion from his thinking. Because something as the object exists, cognition-subject with perceiving it, can recognize the existence of the world. And, if cognition-subject is nowhere, it is impossible that object be recognized even if something as object is supposed to exist. In other words, it means the world is nowhere, because it is that the relationship between cognition-subject and object makes the world appear. If so, the collapse of his recognition is nothing else but to be the collapse of the world for him. And, it also can't assert that the collapse like that is confined to his world. It seems that at least he was thinking like that. And, his thought like that has common point in my uneasiness that his Satan may invade into my world. Although, as for me, it isn't that it believes his understanding like that whole, it seems that it was the truth at least for him certainly, if it considers his insistent works. In other words, it seems that he had thought that the collapse of his world will give others' worlds the horrible influence because the objective world acts as the medium. As it stated before, objectivity is the only means to connect all subjective recognition. And all worlds can be connected by the spiritual world. He firmly had believed like that. And, the firm belief like that was related to the thing that he had self-confidence about one's thought's logical consistency considerably.
			The extent of consistency like that of the recognition is related to the size of the said world. Even if some person lives in the objective universe I live in, the size of each subjective world is different from each. If so, it can't assert that my world isn't included to his world. It is because the world is the set composed of various things. And if it manipulates the fundamental concept, the set can include the various set. In other words, there is strong possibility that someone's world is included to the other's world. In that reason, it would be I have to extend the logical consistency to larger area in my world, to defend my world from Katsuo's Satan trying to invade. However, would it be enough only with doing so? It seems the things existing as cognition-subject are countless. And it seems that many of them haven't a concern about the consistency of one's world. The thing is very serious. I'm confused, noticing this present situation now.
1. The sudden letter.  2. Katsuo in kid ages.  3. Strange turn of fate.  4. Katuo's ability.  5. Lifework.  6. The wavering soul.  8. The mystery about recognition.
 
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